I am itching to get back on the road, away fom here, away from the loneliness. I have said it before, it is easier to be in a room full of strangers and to be lonely, than to be in a room full of people you know, have known for years, and yet still,you are lonely. That loneliness is much harder. I am ready to move on, in a perfect world, we could sell our house, pack up our stuff and move on. Move away from here, away from the known. I would love to be lost in the unknown, driving on an unknown road, being a stranger in a different town, a different church.
Praying that the next hotel will come up soon. A little birdie told me it may be for over a year in another state. I am ready for that. Spend holidays, birthdays, everyday, away from here. Is it running away? I don't know anymore. Is it running to something different, something new? Is that so bad?
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