1~ Sunshine is my happy drug :) and guess what?? THE SUN IS SHINING!! you know what that means right?? yep! Shanan is a VERY happy momma this morning.
2~ its still morning, a lot can happen.
3~ Was talking to HH last night, told him how I am really regretting not having more babies.
4~ I really really want more babies.
5~it would cost about $5000 to reverse the tubal I had done after Baby Sister was born :'(
6~ I have resigned myself to the fact that I won't ever have the joy of being pregnant again :'(
7~ it makes me sad. very sad.
8~ then HH reminded me that he is very much looking forward to the time when its just US. We have never had just us. I had Beans 2 months after we said 'I do'.
9~ he also told me that he does have those times when he wishes we could have more babies.
10~ then he thinks about the soon to be time when it will be US and he is happy with our life.
11~ I am looking forward to being just us too. and I will still be young! 39 and an empty nester??? still young enough to have LOTS of FUN ;)
12~ I am getting 2 more girls for the weekend :) Little Brother is not excited. at all.
13~ HH is working this weekend again. remember what happens when HH works weekends? and I am at home with the Pack? and nothing exciting happens. and the weekend feels just like any other week day? yes? no? yes?
14~ I pout. just in case you forgot, I figured I should remind you. ;)
15~ I figured this weekend would be a good time to organize my freezers and figure out what we all have in them.
16~ doesn't that just sound SO EXCITING!?!?! yeah, its not.
17~ hey! guess what?!?! THE SUN IS SHINING!! its my happy drug ya know ;) oh, I already mentioned that didn't I? well, after that depressing talk about not having any more babies I had to remind myself... THE SUN IS SHINING!! :D
18~ Blue Eyes is going to be 14 next week. when did this happen??? when did they all grow up? I still look at them and see the 3 little girls twirling in their nighties and falling into a pile of arms and legs and giggles.
19~ it makes me sad
20~ Hey!! Guess what!?!?!?! The SUN IS SHINING!!! whew, after that depressing talk about my babies growing up, I had to remind myself ;)
hoping the sun is shining where you are :D sunshine is my happy drug :) oh? you already knew that? ;)